standbackeveryone:

I fear relapse more than most other things. I worry that my loved ones will not tolerate me being the way I was again. They found it difficult to understand the first time. They blamed things they shouldn’t have…they thought they were helping. I fear falling backwards, into that abyss…but I feel like an alien here sometimes. An alien in my own little world, and I don’t see how else I can possibly end up. My only option is to keep trying, keep going, and hope the cracks don’t show too much.

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